::Hidden In The Shadows::

One more time.

2008-10-25T07:05:20Z

Haha.

Joe said it best..

2008-09-03T04:47:55Z

"The next stage may prove to be a difficult one, as I rediscover who I was before dating Brittany, and determine who I'll be after."

I'm still working on the first part.

YAY!

2008-07-31T08:53:36Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARRY POTTER!!!

On the rocks.

2008-07-29T21:17:23Z

I'm better at hiding it now then I ever was before.

I only wish it weren't summer time.

Once you hit rock bottom.. you have nowhere to go but up.

2008-07-19T15:47:53Z

Now, I'm not a fan of watching most of Edward Norton's movies more than once, with exemption so far being The Hulk (2), The Illusionist (2), Red Dragon (3), Rounder's (4), and Fight Club (13). Now the thirteen viewings of Fight Club may seem like alot to some people considering it came out in 1999, I believe, but I think and average of once a year is enough for me.
When a movie is made that is based off of a book, in most cases, the book is better. However, as far as Fight Club goes, I consider both the book AND the movie amazing. They changed stuff and left stuff out, but the movie still brought the point that Chuck Palahniuk (the author of Fight Club) was trying to get across, about how the human race is no longer evolving to a great extent. And what are we trying to do? "Deliver me from swedish furniture! Deliver me from clever art!" We are all living in the dreamy world of corporate America, we have no culture, we have no purpose except ones that we make up for ourselves. "You are not the contents of you're wallet, you are not the car you drive!"

Anyways, I'm not pro-anarchy or anything like that, but Chuck Palahniuk's way of making points is through shock value and extreme entertainment. And I think he was very successful in showing the audience that there's more to life than shopping at IKEA and having a successful career. I love this movie, and the only fault in it I can see is that it is too extreme to effect the minds of conservative people, they will just brush it off as some crazed film about the destruction of earth or something like that. But if you really want more like this, I really suggest you read the book as well.

"You are not a beautiful or unique snowflake! We are the same decaying organic matter as everything else."

Btw, I'm out. Later.

my_phone @ 2008-07-16T00:52:00

2008-07-16T04:52:35Z

I've reduced myself to a whimpering 14 year old.

Hmm.

2008-07-08T08:50:09Z

I'm out. Later.

Funny how things work.

2008-06-10T05:14:06Z

What an exciting week. My mother was in town all week and I'm glad she was. We had an amazing time together, however short it was. I really miss her. I wouldn't know the difference between missing her now and/or missing her if I went off to college and she was still in Vero Beach. We had dinner every night and set up appointments for regular health checks and whatnot. My eyes are getting worse. Most likely glaucoma or something of the like. The uh, professional at Sears said it was possible I could go blind by my late 40's. That's scary to me. Really scary. I can see being born blind and having to work with it and people help you through the learning phases, but in your forties? Who the hell will be here then?

I think it's humourous how things never work out the way they do in my mind, it sometimes makes me wonder if my mind is on the same wavelength as reality. Can I not just realize that the world doesn't revolve around me? I'm sure I can.

my_phone @ 2008-06-04T19:20:00

2008-06-04T23:23:03Z

Btw, not that any of you will probably mind, but I don't think I'm going to close out each entry with an "I'm out. Later."

I don't find it cool anymore. Go figure.

I'm not unhappy, really.

2008-06-04T23:16:07Z

I've realized I don't really know what to post in a livejournal.. as I look at some of my older entries I wrote.. I don't know what some of them mean! In about 80% can I remember exactly what I'm talking about and how I felt (besides the mood I put on that particular entry). I find that preeeetttyy dumb.

I also see that the old website I made is still up, for whatever reason. If I was freewebs.com I would've taken that shit off the internet ages ago, but it's humorous.

So anyways, on to the resurgence of Casey's LJ. Welcome to the 2.0! I'll try to keep up with this thing and not be so young and vague. Stay tuned, ladies and gentlemen!

Maybe every once in awhile.

2008-06-04T05:09:02Z

Wow, LiveJournal world.. it's good to have an outlet for feelings. My outlets just seem to be shit other than writing these days. I wish I had someone to talk to.

Wow.

2007-02-07T07:12:52Z

Bed time, everyone!!

Squirt.

2006-01-09T11:11:49Z

I love pulling all nighters with nothing to do. No sleep all night with noone to talk to or see. How lame.
I'm out. Later.

With a win streak of 4.

2005-12-12T22:50:50Z

So, it's been awhile. I still check my friends section about every 2 days to see how everyone is doing, but I never post anymore, so while I'm sitting bored at work I've decided to write one.

Things have been good lately, for the most part. This whole work thing every night until 10-10:30 is starting to get on my nerves, though.. I'll deal. We close at 11 all this week, too. Right before exams.. how great is that? Theres only 2 that I'm really sweatin though.. government and european history.. it should be fine though. Thins have changed. My moms back down. Things have gotten better and things have gotten worse. In all aspects. No worries. Take them as they come. I've quite a few bad things since my last post, too. I'm proud. I'm gunna go take a 15 minute snooze before I clock back in.. talk to you some other time livejournal pals. I'm out. Later.

No reason for it.

2005-11-13T10:13:42Z

WTF?

Dip your head.

2005-10-24T02:25:33Z

I guess I deserve it, for being me all the time. Fuck. I'm out. Later.

I've got to be kidding myself.

2005-10-01T06:46:43Z

What the fuck AM I thinking?

92.

2005-09-29T20:41:07Z

I don't know why people are interested in what I do now, when they didn't care before. I'm not trying to make them sound bad or anything. It's just that.. I don't know. He got to me, but he has no idea what I feel. I'm out. Later.

Like right now... I couldn't tell you where the hell it is.

2005-09-23T05:13:06Z

So, I guess it's my spot tomorrow night. How cool. I'm glad only she really knows how I feel. It's kind of nice.

I really do hate this LJ thing. I'm out. Later.

We don't know alot.

2005-09-16T06:14:27Z

I think I miss my mom. I'm out. Later.

It's wrong. I didn't even think.

2005-09-11T07:00:24Z

Have I ever told anyone how much I LOVE fucking cigarettes? I'm out. Later.

Oh yeah, I should have thought before I got the damn siht for the damn thing.

With pleasure.

2005-09-07T04:30:16Z

This is a test of my sanity. To see if anything will ever go back to the way it was when I was happy and you seemed but content. The way the white mountain tops soared high above my head and I envied them, I oh so envied them, but those days are long past. Now I am left with pebbles of what used to be. They remind me of those times. When you were just an arms length away and I could atleast touch you without hesitation, but it's gone. Now we are millions of miles apart. Not so much different as the same, but so far apart. With your eyes so intense, I can't help but glance now and then. The way your lips curl at the top when you smile. So beautiful. The way your arms swing when you walk so gracefully. Just like grace. Just the bounce in your hair blowing in the wind with the tiny specs all over. Oh so nice. I would just kneel and confess, but no. You're too strong for that. Too independent. Too keen to my plan. You saw me a mile away with my intent. I know you have, every time, but still you must press on, as must I. The rings on your untied shoes I notice now and again and wonder why. Why do I sense this? Is it me? Or you? Is it some undying will that will not let me? Or some unfaithful bastard keeping me in? I will never know why, nor do I want to. I'm out. Later.

Not enough thought left to think of a name.

2005-09-06T05:52:15Z

It's just one view of an aspect, but it's gay.. and I mean that in every way. I'm out. Later.

Mountain Dew is no good for you.

2005-09-06T02:53:58Z

I love it when this happens. Ok, I'll end the sarcasm here. I'm out. Later.

01090301.

2005-09-03T08:21:35Z

Haha. My first time being sick in years.. how the hell did that happen. Heh. I'm out. Later.